wow, i haven't public blogged in such a long time!

When I dream, those all go to private posts and so only I can laugh at my strange insights afterwards. So not missing much!

Things have been sucky and yet good.

Friends have been busy and my phone is dead. I think I killed it (which will make me really sad if true, so fingers crossed that I am not jinxing myself by saying this!).

I have alot of crap to do tonight. So I think I will make a cup of tea and maybe have some more leftovers, which now have become my breakfast lunch and dinner.

Anyway...if any strange post does come up and it is really funny or really embarrassingly strange, please let me know. Unfortunately, I do not want to post what goes on in my head to the world. It would make the world just a little more messed up. :)

I don't even think people read my blogs anymore. I do refuse to facebook though. Sorry.

Not really.

Currently Reading Vine's Complete Expository Dictionary of Old and New Testament Words: With Topical Index By W. E. Vine, Merrill F. Unger see related

talk like Yoda I do.

well...chilling at my friends casa. Wondering which coffee shop to finish my paper at. Then wondering where to print it off, since all libraries (excluding school) are not open until 10. I have been using this place like a hotel so I don't have to drive so much. I am very grateful.

I hate how I wake up all puffy eyed all the time. I look perpetually tired no matter how much sleep I get.

I should leave before the roomie and her skanky 39 year old bf wake up and leave.

Currently Listening Witching Hour By Ladytron see related

I wish I could say Thanksgiving was good, but its just not possible.

Recently last year was brought up, and I always doubt my abilities and self when it is brought up. Last year was like being submerged in deep black water. Now that i have surfaced, I ask questions like "Why couldn't I breathe, or why couldn't I swim?" It is that sort of irony, because I know I could of breathed or swam, or could I?

I am typing one handed because yesterday I accidentally slipped woodcarving and my cutter went into my left pointer finger. No stitches, just a deep puncture. Bled alot. My teacher was worried I was going to faint as i stood there gushing blood. This theme cont'd all the way to the nurses office.  It was really annoying. I just wanted to grab the gauze and tape and wrap it myself. I have no problem with blood and have a high pain threshold. Finally i got back to class and back to wood carving.

I hate that class. I am all wrong for it.

But otherwise it has been quite a week for homework and it isn't over yet.

Its amazing how consumer driven Christmas is. I really don't have holiday spirit. Hum.

I do like classes and really have enjoyed them this week. I hope this next month will be rewarding. :)

Currently Listening The best of Rob Zombie: Millennium Collection By Rob Zombie Dragula see related

Yay for Thanksgiving! Besides eating more, I'll get to work more! yup.

No school though. Hopefully this will be productive!

I am writing a paper at present, that is due tomorrow. hmm...

Currently Listening Hang on Little Tomato By Pink Martini Una notte a Napoli see related

Dreams of serial killers and totalitarian worlds.

Midterms tomorrow. One of the girls in my class asked me if I was working on it. I blushed fiercely (I am still very shy) and tried to talk to her. It went ok, but I was beet red.

Going to hang out tonight at friends house so better get to homework.

Started on my woodcut and attended class. Feel like an idiot when it comes to school.

Glad K's back from Japan safe and sound. R, where's my bowling pics? I'll give you the lowdown on my networking banquet.

Adios